Moving On
Alright guys, I think it's obvious that I've moved on from this place. Well, honestly, I moved on quite a while ago, as you all know. Sometimes I refer back to this place for memory's sake, but I most likely won't be posting anymore. One never knows, though.
Since I am taking the time to write this post, though, I guess I'll update you on where I am in life.
My writing has improved a lot, which probably doesn't concern any of you. I'm taking a Creative Writing class at school now, and since then, my vocabulary and ability to write has grown.
I'm not a totally mature adult yet, but I've definitely changed (in my opinion, for the better), even since I last posted here.
I still love doing art, and I've improved my skills at that as well. You can look at my DeviantArt page if you're interested. (BronyGurlBeat (idiosyncratik) - DeviantArt)
If you want to keep in contact with me anywhere else, I have a Tumblr blog (http://newfangled-rap-music.tumblr.com/) and I'm pretty active on my DeviantArt page.
Anyway, I thought I'd just post this small update here, and I hope you all have a lovely evening.
weLL THIS PLACE HAS CHANGED
Ooooh I kinda like the new format actually. Hey friends, how's life?
I got inspired to come on here bc I was listening to Vocaloid so yeah.
And a tHING I should say is that I got to go to an Owl City concert AHH!!
It was amazing and I actually cried. HIS SQUARE CHIN. IT'S REAL.
;-; I love Adam so much pls
Okay anyway what else is new with me??
Well I think I've changed quite a bit? I like ending sentences with question marks now? Which is probably bad? But who cares???
Lately, I've been suuuuuper into Gravity Falls. I was actually Dipper for Halloween and one of my best friends was Mabel. It was rad. THE NEW EPISODE IS ON NOVEMBER 23RD I'M GONNA CRY. MY CHILDREEEEENNNNNN!!!
Ye anyway I'm also listening to this super rad version of Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain right now.
When was the last time I posted anyway? I was even in school??
BECAUSE I'M A FRESHMAN NOW. Wowwwwwww, big deal, I know. I'm acting excited about it for past me. It's really not that big of a deal though. :///
Okay well actually I've already run out of things to say. I'm probably gonna listen to this awesome version of Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain or Dream Eating Monochrome Baku for the rest of my life now bye
Oh hello
Hello.
Art?
I don't really know what to say right now.
So look at my art! :D
Okay, only three for now. I lost all motivation to finish the last one, whoops.
I really like pencil sketches.
They're fun.
Okai bai! :D
DUDEBRO
I'M RIPPING MY FACE OFF
WAIT NO
But this is just a journey of feels.
So basically I'm doing what I did literally all the time like, two years ago. And that is going on a... um...
Y'know I'm giving it a name.
A LEN-VENTURE!!!!!
Yes, listening to Vocaloid songs.
Len version.
Um.
NO IT ISN'T HAPPENING AGAIN I PROMISE YOU
WELL
MAYBE
NO
I'M SO CONFUSED HELP
I'm being taken to a very emotional place. I feel nostalgic and stuff.
This makes me happy. XD
I don't have much else to say except this epic rainstorm just passed and it was actually pretty scary for a second.
Yep.
Bai. XD
HI THERE
Guys, I really think I should become a hardcore otaku because I honestly can't watch anything else besides anime now.
I mean, my mom stopped paying for Netflix, so I kinda can't watch Supernatural or Doctor Who anymore! I'll stay in the fandoms but... watching anime is a lot easier because I actually have access to free sites I can watch anime on.
SPEAKING OF FREE
OHMILORDY. FREE! IS AMAZING
I just finished the entire anime today and I cried. Ugh it's so goooood ;-;
I think I've figured out what kind of anime I like to watch now.
Things related to school clubs. And stuff. Yeah.
AND THERE ALWAYS HAS TO BE CUTE MOMENTS OR ITS A NO FROM ME
BYE
So yeah.
I think I should just casually slide back into my Japan phase and stay there because its REALLY FUN.
But I will never give up Youtubers.
Nope.
Hey, do any of you guys have an account on Wattpad? If you don't, you should, and if you do, you should look up my story called "Yeah, I Love You Too"
Its one of my stupid romance ones, but my writing has improved a LOT, guys.
I actually posted the same story on my other blog, Brony's Stories but I did a lot more revision and stuff with it on Wattpad.
I'm starting to become more aware of like, writing and stuff. I can't stand reading bad stories, ones with bad grammar, or ones that switch tenses a lot, and ones that escalate WAAAY too quickly. I've read way too much of that stuff, and now that I'm realizing that its bad, it's helping me with my own writing.
Cool.
Hey.
Hey DJ.
Speaking of writing...
YOU should read my story and critique it and all that like you do sometimes! :D
Ugh, you know what I reallllly hate? When I can hear my parents talking about me. ITS QUITE OBVIOUS, FAMILY.
It really doesn't help my self confidence either.
I am a fourteen year old child.
My confidence and self esteem is wavering.
And you saying bad things about me behind my back is not helpful.
Thank.
Okay, well I dunno what else to say. So... bai, I guess! c:
FUTURE HEARTS!! :D
HEY GUYS
SO LAST NIGHT WAS FRIGGIN AMAZING
Okay okay, so my favorite band, All Time Low, is on tour and last night they were in Colorado which is where I live! :D
So, obviously, I got tickets. I also went with my friend and it. was. amazing.
Honestly, I don't think she thought I could be that crazy... Because everyone at school thinks I'm this innocent little bunny, but I was probably one of the more crazy people in the crowd. Well I mean, that is debateable, but I did some hardcore headbanging and screaming and jumping and all that. Here are pictures and videos!
I'm literally flashing next time they call fans up
The last video is something that happened before one of the opening bands called Issues. They were Pokemon themed and it was hilarious. XD
IT WAS SO MUCH FUN THOUGH I MEAN HONESTLY.
But literally after the concert, it was mother effing snowing outside! IT'S MAY. IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE SUMMER-Y
I mean, it has been cloudy and rainy for over a week and then that happened...
So, my friend and I went around the big building to try to meet the band, but that didn't happen... My mom made us leave. ;-;
NEXT TIME, I SWEAR. I just really need hugs from those idiots because I hate them so much.
Um
Okay, so that's all I wanted to talk about.
Coolio.
IT WAS AMAZING AND MAGICAL ;u;
Yep! Have y'all ever been to a cool concert? I dunno.
I Can't Believe It's Over
I haven't been able to post for the last week because it was hell week for the musical that we were doing. Tonight was the last performance and I came home crying because I already miss it so much. We did one last night and tonight was our final night.
And... Now I'm crying. But I know they (as in the other people in the musical) wouldn't want me to cry... We were all there for each other and stuff. I don't know why I'm getting all over dramatic about it... I guess I just really really loved everyone in it. I'll see them again on Wednesday, but it'll just be different... We won't all be together, I guess.
I made so many friends and became closer with everyone and honestly... It feels like we just started yesterday. I just can't believe it's already over.
Honestly, this was the best musical I've been in so far and it was so fun and amazing. Another hard thing for me to do is say goodbye to my characters. I'll never play them again, but it was fun when I did.
It was the first time in a long time that I felt like I was a part of something and I felt appreciated in a large group of people. And I know I'm probably being over dramatic but I'll never forget last night or tonight.
It's the last time I'll be together with everyone, last time I'll sing those songs, last time I'll be those characters, but I'm going to make the memories stay forever, because as silly as the musical was, it was also beautiful in a sense. We all got along and sang together and hugged a lot and just... yeah.
I'm gonna listen to sad songs.
And even though none of the musical cast knows about this blog, I love all of you so much. So so much, it's unbelievable. Our time together was amazing, and I'll remember this forever. This was our last night. There will be many last nights as we said today. So, last night, and goodnight.
I don't even know??
I'm literally so done right now.
It's mainly school. Like, literally I'm depressed because of school. It's getting really really bad. But I should probably should up because everyone's gonna be like "Oh it gets worse haha"
Like literally
Shut the f up
I'm really pissed off. Mainly at my history teacher 'cause she does this stupid setup packet that we had to work on for over half of the week and then apparently it leads to an essay which is due tomorrow. Like, that's not how it works you dumbass.
Okay, sorry, that wasn't a very appealing intro. I wish I was in a better mood.
Maybe I'll post later when I'm better.
YAY
I was about to post about how I was mad at Darey 'cause she wasn't responding to me on DeviantArt, but I just got 3 notes from her, so it's all good. :D
SO. I haven't posted for a few days.
Hai.
MY SENPAI
WILL NOT NOTICE ME
I tried SO HARD to talk to him yesterday-trust me.
And every time I found and opportunity, it somehow got ruined. I don't really wanna explain everything that happened, though.
But to kinda sum it up, during lunch, my friends wanted me to talk to him and every time I tried, I chickened out. >.<
Then, there was this pep rally thing at 6th period and my friend and I tried to talk to him. And then that didn't work because he pretty much walked away.
Then I actually got to say like, five words to him when school got out, but he seemed really submissive.
MEHRR
WHY
It's always me, man. Nothing goes right for me. ;-;
Well, anyway, I went to the mall today with some friends. That was fun. :D
Yeah, that happened.
I bought two cute things from Hot Topic!
YAY SAO AND EEVVEELUTIONS!
The rest of the day, we did stupid stuff.
So, we went into Claire's and an employee approached us and I said "My name's Claire, can I get something for free?"
The employee ACTUALLY considered it and asked her manager! XD
Of course, she came back saying "No, sorry"
But she was really cool and she asked what I got from Hot Topic since she saw my bag. Yeah.
I saw these really cute set of earrings that had a bunch of different Buddist symbols but they were too expensive and I couldn't get them. ;-;
So, then it was time to go, but my friends and I made up dance moves to different songs we were putting on in the car.
My friend K and I came up with dance moves and we were like "We should come up with choreographed dances together!"
Yeah.
So, tomorrow I might be able to hang out with one of my cool friends.
Of course, we haven't talked in person for over four years.
We've been trying to like, meet up since last year but he keeps bailing on me or I have something to do.
Well, okay I'm not trying to be a bitch and blame him 'cause it's not his fault that we haven't been able to actually hang out. XD
Well, I'm not getting my hopes up because something's probably gonna come up and then it won't work. I dunno.
Whatever. :P
Okay, well.
Nothing much else to say... So bai!
